Sunday, December 27, 2009

Avatar

I woke up in the morning ( after sleeping for like 15 hours ) after returning back , somehow i felt a new energy in me. Suddenly I felt excited and felt like doin somethin , I called my mom and told her that I'd be home for dinner and when she asked why then it happened I said '' I'm goin for a movie mom, C ya later !'' . While in Cambodia, I keep on watching the trailer for James Cameron's Avatar ( a movie that was on production for more than 10 years ) , Remember Titanic ? yeap the same guy ... I still rememeber my mom fast forwarding the movie at certain parts. lolz! Great story , great movie ... God bless Celine Dion for that song!

So yea , I decided to go watch it alone at Leisure Mall. Left the place at 11.30 for a 12pm movie. Rushing ... Took a cab and paid a Fat RM 6 for the fare got my ticket , pop corn and coke. Goin alone somehow felt good plus i was all excited for the movie I'm about watch. Located my seat and got comfy. Movie started ... and man , it was AWESOME !!! As a friend of mine puts it 'Best Movie of the Year ' seriously forget Michaeal Bay's fighting alien robots , Cameron is the man!

The movie set in the year 2154 where mother earth has lost all her beauty and humans started looking for new resources. Pandora was on Top of their list , its just a moon but almost as vibrant and lively as our very own earth. It was all about protecting what is right and the balance of nature. I would not think twice to watch it again ( wait, I already watched it twice ... still goin for thirds! hehehe) . Trust me , you would not be dissapointed with this one.


- B -

Saturday, December 26, 2009

In Cambodia

Ok , its been more than a week since i've come back. Guess its time to tell stories here. I know i've been complaining abt going there on my previous post ( was just afraid of the change i guess...).

Now thats i've returned without a scratch ( trust me it was nothing to be afraid of ), I can share the experience here ( with whoever reading this post now, Thanks btw.) So, here it goes .

Day One , we landed in cambodia arnd 10.30 Cambodian time ( which is 11.30 in Malaysia). The flight was good , owh ya, did i mention that was my first flight! the take off was a bit shaky not to mention the high altitude pressure that knock you off your balance ... but it didn't last long after a while ( it took some getting used to) it was fun , everything seemed so small ... ( it was on flight i realized that my camera has ran out of battery ... Dang , i knw i should have checked it before heading to bed )

Upon reaching cambodia , we settled the minor imigration stuffs and then i saw a thermal image of myself ( am refering to the H1N1 scanner of course ) !!! Soon , we were introduced to our tour guide , Venny thats the name , a swell guy and he sang Hotel California. The first few Khemer words we learned were , Hello , thank You and two magic words that can have things your way ... " Its too expensive " and " gimme a discount". the exact words were " Chum Reap Sua" , a nice way of saying hello, "Or Kun" to show your gratitude , "Klainah" ... for overpriced goods, "chotklai" DISCOUNT !!! hahaha ( thanks to Venny , our walking Khemer Dictionary cum Translator )

We left the Phnom Penh Airport, and headed to our first destination. A temple located in the heart of Phnom penh called "Wat Phnom". We were also informed what were the meaning of the names are, for i.e "Phnom" means Mountain and "Penh" means lady , and " Wat" means temple. Venny also mentioned a brief history lesson on how the names came to be , it happens that it was a lady chief who ran a village in Phnom Penh before it was named after her, wich literaly translates to Mountain lady.

Wat Phnom was actually a cross between a park and a temple they had this nicely costructed park and gigantic clock on the slope and the temple was a stupa located on top of a small mountain. It was in a sourvenir shop that we found a very special Liquor with a preserved snake and a scorpion in it. Kinda gross, but people do drink it! The main attraction in this temple is the amount of beggers ( some are families of beggers ) that will swarm you asking for cash , and they ask for Dollars not Riels !!! The surprise is that 70% of the beggers here are Kids , yes KIDS !!! and the oldest will be 12yrs old. The moment they lay eyes on you , they will make a subtle snif and make puppy eyes ( to gain simpaty ) and hold out their hand for money. We were all warned by other traveller's logs and by our tour guide , Not to give any cash ! No matter how compelled you feel , never ever give them cash. The moment u give one of them , you will also be targetted by others and you don't want that to happen. We experienced that ourselves, it didn't involve money but we handout chocolates (MAS provided Ferero's ). One of the guys decided to get soft and he started to hand out choc to one of the kids , guess what another 5 more joined asking for more, and later all I can see was us being surrounded by atleast 30 of them and they were fighting for a scarce supply of chocs. We actually scramped ... Ok, Cambodia wasn't your average growning country , the poverty level is still high. Imagine Malaysia 50 years ago ... ( if u want the technology , it was Malaysia 15 years ago )

Second Stop: The Royal Palace ( nothing in cambodia stands taller than this building, this includes the airport terminal) it was a place of art , and this is also where the parliament will commence once in a while when its close to public. You'd be surprised to see the amount of local people pouring to visit their monuments ... this is because not everyone in cambodia can afford the tour so , they safe money and bring their families for a lil visit to the Royal palace.


After Wat Phnom , our following destination was LUNCH!!! we had lunch in Hotel Holiday Villa... it was a good meal . Then, we made our way to the Museum , it was like any other museum filled with age old stuffs , but the ineresting part is that the whole museum spoke of their ancient believes ... Hinduism. Being a Hindu myself I could tell the similarities as well as the differences and it proved my theory on how religion can be manipulated by people who interpretes it. Its a different version alltogather with one common goal.

Only after visiting the two places , we headed to our shelter ... Hotel Puncak ( it never lived up to its name). It was just comfy enough to sleep and shower ... and the service was below average , i dOn't even want to mention the food. The only reason it was chosen is because its Halal. Earlier , we were told to get down by 6.30pm so that we could head out for dinner and its a place called Mak Mak corner ( pronounced this way by our guide , when it was actually a Overpriced MAMAK corner ! yes it is a Malaysian owned mamak restaurant in the land of wonders) one cup of teh tarik sells for one dollar !!! ( so is milo and other drinks , guess its opened for the foreigners, but how many of them would want to try smtin Malaysian in Cambodia??? )

We come to realize that there will be a night market just a few blocks away from the Hotel. First night in Cambodia , We went out. It was easy actually just ask the Hotel maintenance lady to fect us a Tuk Tuk ( smtin like the beca , but bigger ) we decided on 6 dolars for a return trip. Its so happenes to be that the driver can't understand a sigole word we're talking about , we asked him to bring us to the Mekong river Waterfront and then a tour around the city after that drop us off at the night market. And all he did was bring us on the direction less tour of the city and when we asked him where were we heading all i could see is nothing but absolute blurness, good thing he decided to stop and ask his fellow tuk tuk riders to translate. Glad that has happened and with proper route we did what we want to do and headed for the night market. While on the road, I realized that there was not a single traffic light in the capital city ... and people are driving ( and riding without any casualities ) surprising huh ??? guess when it involves the survival , people could tolatere each other , I wish it can be implied here in Malaysia ( not the traffic lights but the tolerance )

the night market was nothing like ours in malaysia, 95% of the stalls there sold things , unlike here, we get 80% food stalls . It was almost 12am and we decided to head back. We felt bad for the rider and tot if he asked for 10 dollars , we just give him . All because we felt satisfied ... we've got a long day ahead the next day ( another day filled with tours and yes! a visit to the cetral market ... a bargainer's heaven )

The next day , I was shocked to find out that a friend of ours only paid 3 dollars for a same ridfe as ours ... felt really stupid for that. We were only group that paid 10 dollars ... well, atleast the guy could feed his family well for a while. 10$ is huge for a cambodian family. Now , with my camera battery charged ... I was able to take pictures that day!!!

Day Two , First Stop : The Killing field ... we're not alllowed to make any loud noise or be happy ( laughing included ) here, just to show respect to all the souls that were lost there ( according to Venny it was close to 30% of Cambodia's people ). Even to imagine the way people were treated here its just unbareable ... What the new Cambodian Gov did was to erect a stupa and now its housing over a 3000 skeletons of people. ( Now thats a real Skeleton house). Don't be surprised if you suddenly found yourself standing on a peice of bone or a thooth , because the area is widely distributed of human skeletons ... yes guys, its all over the place!

After lunch at the Mamak's corner , the highlight of the day ... THE CENTRAL MARKET! we were given 40 mins to shop, all i did was looking for survenirs for friends and family back home and some time to self indulgence.I got myself the things i wanted ( knwing that we will be back here before heading back, safed some stuffs for the next visit) it was here i tried a type of sweet drink called Johoi ( ok, its like cendol minus the palm sugar and added ... well prettymuch whatever u want, I asek for jackfruit , hazelut , sago mix )Man, that was simply awesome ... And after that its Tarantula and cricket time , yea peeps fried and spiced up delicacies. And that was it 45mins gone , venny came looking for us and ushered us to the bus.

We're to go back get changed into smtin formal. Next stop , The Royal Phnom Penh Universitiy , Linguistic division. It was short visit and the students there were to wear uniforms and they were good people but guess we spooked them with the formal attire ... after that was a visit to a rundown village in the riverbed. It was a real eye opener , to actually meet people who live in huts that has ground for floor . Every single person we met greeted us with a smile and shaked hands. One thing i realized here is that we should always be glad and appreciate what we have in life. There are people out the struggling even for the basic necessities for life. I could't finish the the long walk to the deeper part of the village , plus it was getting dark and there was no street light. So, i headed back to the bus.
The next two days were filled with seminars and talks ... and we mingled with the local students as it was part of the program. Tho the whole things seemed like a marketing ploy by a certain college ... but its was kinda fun having to go thru the whole thing. i was surprisedby the cambodian student's eagerness to join us and their will to learn. The first part of the presentation conducted by Us and the second part was by the cambodian students and we were to guide them to do so. It was a sucess indeed. I felt like i accomplished something by helping them. The only part that made me go crazy( bad, crazy) was that last minute notification on the 1st presentation. They informed us two days before the day and choose a person to present, and I was to Co-present the slot! and the best thing is that there was no internet connection in the hotel !!! somehow the presentation went smooth ... Thank God.
The Third night , after for of the people had their passports stolen ... we were srictly advised to not go out on our own and stay put in the hotel. But we were already devised a plan to be rebels we gathered about 16 of the adventure junkies to embark on a cambodia street food Mission. ( Mission Possible.. lolz! ). We walked out of the hotel when in pairs and walks a block away from the hotel to ferry a tuk tuk. Went to a 5 star restaurant called Khemer Surin ( dunno what it means) whose kitchen will be closing in 15mins. The accepted us anyway , we tried 3 dishes ... Fish Amok , Seafood tomyam Cambodian style and a maggo glutenous rice dessert. the food was awesome !!! I was really determined to try out the wierd stuffs that I usually see on TV , 1st stop Balot ( a 3/4 formed duck egg , boiled and fried seasoned with lime and few other stuffs I couldn't recognize) then one whole stall dedicated to absolute wild crawlies ( to list down a few , fried snakes , fries tarantula, crickets , worms ( a few different species), grasshoppers and Cicadas ). I tried the tarantula , crickets and the grasshoppers. The eight legged creature tasted like a crab , but the grasshoppers and the crickets had a fishy taste. The best part was the time when we met another group of Malaysian tourist ... they were absolutely horrified with ourt antics eating the crawlies, I clearly remember the lady telling us "I hope you guys dun crawl back to Malaysia, or grow wings or produce webs when u wake up in the morning " Funny lady ... and we were able to put up a show for them by poping in a couple of crickets.
As usuall , it is olny when we get comfortable with the new environtment , we have to leave the place ... it then i was able to get friendly with the locals and i get to knw a few of them. I the afternoon we went to the central market again this time with reinforcement ... we asked the cambodian students we met earlier to join us. hahaha.
It was rather quick , I started feeling homesick and wanted to back in the first part of the trip , but now its the last night and I was asking for another day there,which is impossible. We had dinner in another restaurant ( think its called the "Bubble Tea restaurant" ) after dinner we went back to the hotel to pack our stuffs and devised another plan to head out.
The headquartes - Room 303 , puncak Hotel ( my room ... hehehe ) almost all the team street pack has gathered here. The plan was to go to a local bar and hang out. The problem Was , all the Datuks and the organizing commitee was at the lobby. Think Transformes 2 was playing on the TV ( dun ask me how ) , watched the show for a while and decided t just head out ... upon reaching the lobby, we chickened out and asked for permission ... Guess what it was granted.
we're tired so we didn't go far , walked a while and picked a bar ordered some drinks and played cards untill 3am ( we did have fun ) head back, only to find out the aint over yet. we chatted for about an hour , and I dozed off .
The next morning , had a sucky breakfast with the pack and said our goodbyes to each other and to cambodia.
I'd say , it was a good oppurtunity and a good change of evironment ... with all what I experienced the I learned not to take things for granted and apreciate life the way it is. Will definitel go agin if given the oppurtunity.
Woah ... Thats a lengthy one!
-B-

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Day One

Ok, to be honest, I was really unsure of my decision on going for this semionar in cambodia. Still the feeling hasnt gone away , but it has eased out a bit. Come to think of it I still haven't worked with my camera yet !

Lemme start with the day , woke up late ( i knw, hehe ), did the morning thing and went to change money then abt 1pm i left angkasa. The taxi cost 6 bugs , and the KLIA transit is ridiculously overpriced for a 30mins ride. Reached KLIA and guess what , I went lost no direction at all was supposed to check in the Concorde Inn at 2pm . So i started asking , the 1st counter said the taxi will cost RM 33.00 (WTF, crazy rite ) then she told me that there's an alternative which is to take a shuttle bus and its FOC , I said " great ! I'll take it ". Waited for the bus abt 20mins and the reached the place. Checked in and met a pretty cool bunch , whose only intention was to form a shopping team ...lolz!

And that continued in the Mamak!

then there was the awesome dinner the fish was great , not to mention the vaariety of desserts ... yummy !

but then , the big guy from KYM said the hotel we're gona be staying is bad ... so , ready to be dissapointed ! Gosh!!! poting stim betul lah ...

anyways gotta catch the 7 am flight , so gotta hit sack now! hope its gonna be alrite... am gonna miss home .

- B -

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The Bird and The Worm

If you're the bird whenever we pretend it's summer
Then I'm the worm, I know the part, it's such a bummer
But fair is fair, if my segments get separated
I'll scream and you'll be there

Close your eyes, close my eyes
Slide the cotton off of your shoulder
And feel the shine, feel the shine
I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line, oh I'll try
Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends
It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well, who needs enemies

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember
And we'll enjoy, picking apples in late September
Like we've done for years
Then we'll take a long walk through the corn field
And I'll kiss you between the ears

If you're my girl, swirl me around your room with feeling
And as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
Will shine for us, as love sweeps over the room
'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see
That we were meant to be

We were meant to be
We were meant to be

If you're the bird
If you're the bird
Then I'm the worm
We were meant to be

- OWL City

lessons

Everything must come to an end at some point, thats what happend to something that was kinda important to me. It was all fine for a moment then puff ! its gone ...

Of course I went on all miserable mode for a moment and was able to staty strong ! thanks to some diversions. After what happened I realizeed that warnings come in different ways and sometimes repeatedly... if u ignore it then u have to pay for it.

Well now , what was lost has already been replaced and I'd take care of it more than ever , I've learned my lesson ( the hard way) ... will never make the same mistake twice.

- B -

Friday, November 27, 2009

Chain Reactions ....

Everything starts with a thiny reaction between two entities , ( refering to things from the thiniest of the atoms , to us humans , a being controlled by the most complex unit of all).

These reactions will usually lead to another slightly bigger reaction which move on to another big one ( some thing like how a ripple formed on water , but only difference is that water ripple dissapears after a while but these reactions don't, they grow and grow and they sustain themselves by obtaining energy from their environtment, exp : wild fire )

We meet people , we greet them , we try to get to know them ... if the first phase worked well we will move on to the second phase where we will like each other and we will have a mutual understanding over things around us and about us. This is th emost fundamental of all relations ships.

But the same method applies to the not so healthy relationships well the first phase is the same but the second phase differs , this is where we decide not to like them. The moment this sets in , we will use the negative eye on this person and we will be naturally bias towards them ... most of this works as a chain reaction one small thing will lead to another much bigger thing.

A friend of mine said this is how you make enemies , but i beg to differ ... hating someone and making enemies are two diferent things, even though they are based on the same feeling. As enemies we don't want to be associated to the person and usually we will try to prove to people and ourselves that we are better than them and this will eventually lead to either party getting into trouble. Hating a person just means that you would never ever want to get associated by any means to that particular person. You would not mean any harm to them as long as they get promoted as the enemy ...

lets just say that ... some things happen for a reason and we have gotta learn how to deal with it. Live must go on.

B

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The Poison

The moment it begins, you will feel nothing .
Slowly the green seeps into your veins,
Tainting every single cells it passes,
Before you learn the truth, you're gone !

It seemed friendly ,
Slowly it revealed the itself ,
It wasn't good, with an intent of pure evil it striked,
All I felt was just a thiny pain, and everything turned dark.
The End.

I learned then never to judge a book by its cover. But its too late.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

A Quest ... Lost In the Dark

In the quest of life , I stand where the lights are out and darkness has engulfed the day. Where I stand feels like a sea where the uncertainties flood and fill the void ... lost I am indeed.



Saturday, November 14, 2009

Selections ...

This is what i've been listening for the whole week ...


One Republic - Waking Up







David Guetta - One Love



Shakira - She Wolf

*Personal Favorites :

One Rebublic - Made For You , All The Right Moves, Everybody Loves Me

David Guetta - When Love Takes Over, MissingYou, How Soon Is now, Choose , One Love

Shakira - She Wolf, Loba, Lo Hecho Esta Hecho , Anos Luz , Gypsy, Spy, Did It Again

You gotta listen to em to like em ....

- B -

Saturday, October 31, 2009

ROCK is good too ...



I've always see myself as the one who walks away from the rock theme , but recently am really drawn to it !

so here's a band that i'd like to intro , its called Dead by Sunrise ! ( guess they all are vampires ... ) they do look a bit ghoulish tho ... hahaha .

Dead by sunrise is another side project by Chester Bennington ( yep the same o'guy from linkin Park ... ) , so just give it a try ... ( not saying that its great or smtin , but guess its worth listening to)
I just accidentally stumbeled upon their , Out of ashes album ... and got hooked to End of the world , this song is basically abt how the world gonna end and stuffs ... things like Murder, money, politics ,Sex, lies, scandal, and violence are mentioned also a point was made to ask for forgiveness from God.
Think this song was also been played in the current smallville (season 9 ) episode titled crossfire ( how do ya think i foun the song) .
here's a few lines
When you read the news
Does it make you sick?
Murder, money, and politics
Gonna fill you up
Get your bullshit fix
It's the End Of The WorldGrab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg God please
Have mercy on me (Mercy!)
When you turn on the
TVWhat do you get?
Sex, lies, scandal, violence
Like the end of a gun
Pressed against your lips
It's the End Of The World
Grab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg God please
Have mercy on me
well thats all for now ... just go n listen to the song.
- B -

Internship ... yay ! found one ...

Still couldn't shake off spelling Internship as INTERSHIP ... ( guess, its subconcious... hahaha)

After considering a few of the choices i had , ( which i myself unsure of landing one )... I listened to someone and wrote to small company ( you may wonder why small ??? , lemme explain ... it is with a small company where an intern could learn as much as possible! Do chose one that is performing well... )

lemme briefly describe the place am currenty working , it a company run by a couple which provides an oppurtunity for students ( current and graduates ) to explore a life outside Malaysia, that could be the reason they are called Out Of The Box ( this country does feel close to a box, constraining... ) well, thats another story. Back to topic, The oppurtunity I mentioned earlier is a Work & Travel programme and an Internship programmes to the US ! Aint that cool ... well , it is .

So , upon application I was asked for an interview , which went great and we started work a month later ... The bosses are fun ! very interesting people , environmentalists to boost ... its great working them, am really looking forward for the things we could be doin in the future ... ( am using We cuz there's two of us ... didn't land there alone ... hehehe and now with another addition to the team so its 3 , only we're no musketeers ... more like mouse killers ... nah! just kidding - no mice were harmed in this process )

So far we've covered quite alot and learned quite some stuffs from the bosses as well as from each other ... well, life is a continuos learning process ! you die if u don't ! participated in a roadshow yesterday , I was relally sleep induced but managed to put up a smile on my face and dried my troat of its moisture source ... and got a lil sick ( nothing a 10 hours sleep can't cure ).

I am indeed excited about this internship ... it will help to discover my capabilities ( think , that's what internships are for )

thats all blabbering for now

- B -

Sunday, September 20, 2009

what a pain travel could be ...

At times ( but lately all the time ) my one and a half hour trip to PD has increased in time ... now it takes me almost four hours to reach home ( cursing Our KERETAPI TANAH MELAYU Berhad ).

This is not the first time a few weeks back, while am heading home for Deepavali i reached the BTS station arnd 3.00pm , there was train scheduled for 3.05pm ... seeing that i was pumped up that i get reach PD a bit early ... but then i checked my watch it was already, 3.15pm ! DANG !!! there goes my plan ... I heard the annoucement on the hailer , saying that 2 bloody trains to Seremban has been cancelled and that the trip has been postponed , no further details were given ! gosh ... atlest appologize to the customers who paid and still waiting for your service to arrive la ! ( even kindergarden kids know how to say sorry... , their announcement didn't even sound close to that! )

standing a bit far from the enterance gave me a full view of the platform , and it ain't good ... i saw people ( very much like ants) crowding the platform... the best part is they sent down a subtitute police to shepherd the crowd ! she was a rather loud lady ... occasionally blowing her whistle loud enough to make the man next to deaf atleast for a minute! and she was shouting .... " Berdiri di luar GARISAN KUNING !!!) Man! how many time does all these ppl need to be told ... don't they have the common sense that the yellow line marks the line between life and death ! haih ...

and so after a much waited 2 hours a very full ( much like a can of fully stuffed sardine) came by ... the moment the train stopped , the people from the platform just rushed into the train without even thinkin abt the passsenger who would want to disembark here ... Me? I just stayed away , cursing my luck for being late on that day ...

fortunately for me , another one came abt 30mins after the moving sardine can ! but this one just as packed as the earlier , at least i was able to get in .... am grateful for that. And so my journey home began ... ( in a rather stuffed train).

So, what's with this story ... ??? well , am just emphasizing on the matter that the KTM Berhad should seriously consider some major time management class !!! if you knw that a train is down ... send in a shuttle train , before that inform the waiying passengers at the platform ... they have made plans and you have ruined just like that , so APPOLOGIZE! jangan buat TAK tahu je ... take reposibilty for ur actions.

my message would be , just knw the peak hours and avoid making ur travel plans for that time ... so far i've found that the mornings ( 7.00am - 11.00am ) is the good time to travell by KTM , and in the afternoon only make plans from 1.00pm - 3.00pm ... after that we better off travelling the next day!

well , guess this is the end for this entry ...

- B -

Thursday, September 10, 2009

full of uncertainities ...

Uncertainties are everywhere , every turn we take, every decision we make , every people we meet... what if the turn we took is the wrong one ? what if the decision we made was the wrong one ? what if the person we met or made friend with is just using us to gain something selfish ???

Well , those were the thoughts that were running around like a grade schooler in my head...

The thing with uncertainties is that we may never know what will happen next and how things will end up !

You will wake up one morning thinkin all your work will get paid off that day, but before you even realise that you've made a slight mistake , DANG !!!! evreything crumbles like a building set on a detonator ... ( just an exagerated example ... what happened was close tho )

So, you might be wondering what am I blabbering here ... well sometimes uncertainties are like baking a cake, put the right ingredients at the correct amount you will be feasting on a well risen sweet and well moistured cake , slack a little you will an opposite to your want.

What I did to ovecome ( can't tell whether i reli did or not , but atleast 60%) my uncertainties is just to pursue the possibility and always be ready ( with proper patchworks) for the outcomes. We all need to know that life has its ups n downs ... but have faith in yourself and you would be surprised with what u can reach .

Adios ,
- B -

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sunday

well , its today ... can't tell why but i feel like writing about it.



i am currently training myself to sleep early and wake up early ( lets just say that my timing has been messed up pretty bad). Think i slept at 1am and then woke up arnd 11am. and the rest of they was just me being iside my room and watching movie ( i did go out 4 a while to get my self a decent lunch). Watched 2 of em The day the earth stood still and my all time favourite Jurassic Park. ( i knw both movie are pretty darn old , but still am gonna talk about it)

the first movie was just fine all about and alien race trying to save the earth ( saving the earth from humans, thats what the whole movie is about) well in the end the alien realizes that humans are worthy of a second chance and he sacrificed him self to save the human civilization. i would rate the move a 2.5 out of 5. It contained the that message Greenpeace and other nature based activists been stressing upon '' stop hurting the nature!!!'' which i belive is true , because as human beings we tend to think we the superior being and we have the control over nature and everything it gives but lets looks at the 2006 Tsunami , and you tell me who is controlling who? well thats only a thought ...

thats one and the second movie was about what happens if man decides to play God, " God creates dinosaurs , God destroys Dinosaurs , God creates man , Man destroys God , Man creates dinosaurs and... ( Dr. Ian Malcolm), Dinasaurs eats Man , and Woman inherits the planet (Dr. Ellie Sattler) '' a quote from the movie . well that one line is what the movie about. for one we should understand that things happens for a reason and sometimes things are in certain ways for a reason. All we can is try not make more damage. To be honest Jurassic Park is my all time favourite and i am still looking for the books.

guess i should stop here for now ... next entry will be an array pictures .

- B -

Saturday, August 29, 2009

internship !!!

gosh! its very hard to make up my mind to make a move, been considering some possible place to work with but there's always another at the back of my head telling me that i'm not cut out for it ! heck no ... am gonna try to apply to as much as possible and hope that i could at least land one big fish.

- B -

Friday, August 28, 2009

The Very First

its 2.35 am , i've officially created myself a blog and listening to Matt Nathanson's 'All We Are'...

Changes are crucial part of our life. A change will mold us into another shape and sometimes into a different size. When i look back at my own life i saw myself from point A to Point B and also the changes i went through. To be honest, i can't really tell whether the changes that happened to me are good or bad , but i've decided to move forward and adapt to my surrounding. which i belive will be a continuos process.
- B -